Continuation of my lor-lor-soh-soh-fickle thoughts.
Translated as : philosophical thoughts
meaning : meeting trouble with level-headed detachment.
So, read on if you need to hear lor sor things. Otherwise, come back again another day when I came bounching back.
First of all, a great shot, in my humble opinion, of the bridge over Pulau Banding which I captured on my last trip. I put it as my desktop to remind me that there is always a bridge to cross when we come to it.
Finally, I got several things off my chest.
So, here are the differences I made :
I had written to my grief support group and apologised that I really cannot put myself into the group for the time being. Several newly bereaved parents join about the same time, from a 19 years old son to a 2 months old baby. For the first time, I dare not dwell into their sorrows and the many co-incidences, accidents etc. They understand and they know I will come back to them real soon. Moreover, many of the older members are special people who can take care of the others.
How can I talk about grief when I want to talk about hope? On and off, I do get phone calls/emails from parents who have children fighting for their lifes in the ICU. So, my current focus is on HOPE. Someone called me her ‘pos laju shrink’ before because we communicated through written letters.
Twinsmom, Hanz and all the others from MMB, you are all running the show now, ok? I will be watching but I promise I will not bring my durian thorns into the forum unless necessary. Because you know how ganas I can become when I had been hearing about children dying all day and suddenly someone whine about the weather too hot or bad hair day. (hahaha, I got bad reputation) I just realised from Twinsmom’s blog that I had been running on full since the last 2-3 years. So gas empty liao, need refill.
As for other matters, (aiyah, I do have lots of matters) I am taking them head on, one by one. In fact, I had two invoices which some parenting magazine company did not pay me for my articles. Shit marn, let me get Twinsmom to be the ‘tai yee long’ ‘cos the stupid company is in KL and I had called them several times. (that’s how messy my life WAS, got money to collect also never bother).
I hope this will be the last of my whiney post. Errr…I don’t think so. Maybe I should. Not yet. Do stop, cannot.. Oh puhleez…. Hahaha. Talking heads in action. I need a shrink too. Which you all are, my blogger shrinks.
Have a great week ahead! Remember – face your problems head on. Tackle it with courage and the problems will fade away. A lor-lor-sor-sor message from 5xmom!