By: YOU ALREADY KNOW ME

YOU ALREADY KNOW ME — Sat, 07 Apr 2007 10:42:19 +0000

FATHER I DONT KNOW WHERE AM SENDING THIS MAIL TO
BUT I WANT YOU TO HELP ME. I HAVE TRIED TO RUN AWAY FROM THIS PORN THING BUT EVERY TIME AM TELLING MYSELF I CAN JUST DO IT NOW AND IN THE NEXT HOUR I WILL BE ON MY KNEES TELLING GOD TO FORGIVE ME. AND I EVEN HATE MOST NOW THAT EVEN THE IDEA OF SAYING I WILL SAY THIS KIND OF STAFF WAS ALSO IN ME. PLEASE FATHER HELP ME. I HAVE SEEN YOU IN SO MANY ASPECTS OF MY LIFE AND ALL THE TIME YOU HAVE BEEN DIRECTING ME TOWARDS PRAYING FOR THIS GIRL LILIAN. I HAVE ASKED FOR SIGNS IF REALLY SHE IS THE ONE THAT YOU WANT ME TO MARRY AND NOT ONE OF THEM HAS FAILED. HOWEVER THROUGH PREACHING YOU HAVE TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD STOP PORN AND ALL OTHER STAFF RELATED TO IT AND THEN YOU WILL GIVE ME THE PROMISE. LORD FOR FOUR MONTHS NOW I HAVE NOT BEEN DOING IT BUT THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY WHEN I MET HER I HAVE STARTED AGAIN. I KNOW THAT ITS PART OF MY LETTING GO OF HER CAUSE NOW SHE IS ENGAGED TO ANOTHER MAN. THOUGH YOU CONTINUALLY TELL ME IN MY HEART THAT SHE IS THE ONE BUT ALL THIS THING GETS ME WORRIED PLEASE HELP ME THAT I SHOULD SEE THE WAY FORWARD TO TO THIS THING. I HAVE HAD A DREAM ABOUT THIS ENGAGEMENT AN RECENTLY I JUST HAD ANOTHER DREAM OF HER MARRIAGE WITH THE OTHER GUY FAILING. AND IN IT THERE WAS SOME ONE TELLING ME THAT ” SEE, IT CAN FAIL” IF YOU CAN ONLY PRAY.
TO MAKE MATTERS MORE UNUNDERSTANDABLE THIS GIRL JUST GOT INTERVIEWED AT OUR WORK PLACE. AND WHO KNOWS SHE MIGHT BE PICKED. AND IF SHE IS PICKED WHAT WILL THE CONDITION BE IF SHE EVER SUCCEEDED IN GETTING MARRIED TO THIS OTHER GUY. LORD IF THIS IS THE WAY THAT YOU WANT TO ANSWER MY PRAYERS PLEASE HELP ME TO BE PATIENT AND ALSO HELP ME NOT TO BE ANGRY AND START DOING MY OLD STAFF CAUSE ITS TAKE THE CHANNELS THAT I DONT WANT. NEEDLESS FOR ME TO MENTION THE SIGN YOU JUST GAVE ME LAST MONTH AND OF COURSE ANOTHER ONE TODAY. LORD PLEASE ANSWER MY PRAYER

By: orang jahat

orang jahat — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

hoho auntie lilian.. through your blog you can post more of such religious entries urging ppl to reflect on their principles.. and i think you can spread the msg easily across the net

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