After my last shitty post, I had seriously contemplated leaving the blogsphere.
1) I am beginning to feel ashamed of telling people I met I have a blog. Christine met me the other day and asked me to join her for some coffee morning. It is a small playgroup where kids get together and moms chit chat. It is Christian based whereby we were supposed to gather and pray together.
I got a horrifying look because I cannot imagine these nice, sweet, ladies taking a peek at the rubbish I dished out. I swear I never swear in public! LOL.
2) I am worried that one of these days I will end up in hot soup with my own church members. It is hard for people to separate the blog from the person. As I said, there is nothing Catholic about this blog but I DO live a Catholic’s way of life. I swear! Please believe me…..(kehkehkeh)
3) I am going through some tough times at the moment. I have enough of giving (not money ler, I got no money ler) and being taken for granted. Therefore, I can foresee a lot of angsty coupled with mushy posts coming. That is so un-me. (stop laughing!)
As I am writing this, I do not know if it is worth blogging. The current scenes are getting boring to me. Lots of nuts are blogging nowadays. Religions, racism and all those sensitive issues are being flung on the blogsphere. Or on the other end of the scale, lame, dead boring posts are coming out fast and furious. You can say, ignore others, blog for yourself. Abuden, I cannot wor. I like to tsk tsk tsk, ok?
Limpeh sudah jemu
Tiap-tiap hari jadi lembu
Jaga anak, jaga laki
Sampai sendiri badan berdaki
Ada masa, goyang kaki
Kasi belog make everyone happy
Tapi sendiri hati banyak sakit
Kalau belog nanti chiqik
Jadi saya pun sudah aiyer
Mau belog atau pergi retire
Jadi kaypohchee dan siu-lai-lai
Tapi gua akan naik giler
Mulut tajam mana mau hentam
Kalau bukan di 5kalimom
Tapi risiko sudah tinggi
Advice lu boleh bagi?
*Fark, what I said was : I am at a crossroad. I cannot go on blogging because my real personality clashed with my blog personality. I cannot decide if it is worth the risk. I cannot let go of my blogging passion either. Damn, I don’t know what I want. Banging head on keyboard. BTW, the photos were photoshopped and meant for some sandiwara post that I had planned to write. Just insert them here for no purpose.*
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