I’m supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I am never supposed to show it, my crew ain’t supposed to know it
(lyrics from Eminem version of Toy Soldiers, forgot who was the original singer ‘cos this song is as old as me)
Hmmm….I don’t know but the above seems to reflect my blog nowadays. I tend to write some posts and instead of pressing the publish button, I press the delete post. Gone were the days when I dare to openly bragged that I had just make a big dent on someone’s car intentionally. Or how, the screwdriver was already taken out to puncture some tyres. Nowadays, no one hears it from me. 😉
I have two posts which I did not published. It is titled, “Doctors from hell”. I usually get a little bit cuckoo nearing Sept. A lot of stuffs went through my mind, some of them so vivid I just have to flush it out of my system, once and for all. Sometimes, I can even recall certain smell (as in hospital smell). But no……I don’t do those stuff anymore.
My eldest son is going for a
brainwashing motivation camp by Martin Jalleh this Friday before his Sacrement of Confirmation. I have a lot of thoughts going through my mind about this. It is like a ritual where we release our baby to the adult world. Sacrement of Confirmation is something all Catholic children go through when they reached 16 years old. They will be asked to reflect and see if they really, really, really, really are prepared to be a Catholic. I do have lots of soppy stuffs to write, but I won’t.
So, all my regular readers get these days are :
Hey, my mouse with the little dalmatians footprints from the 101 Dalmations cute or not?
You like to play with toy
boy soldiers or not?
I am never supposed to show it, my
crew reader ain’t supposed to know it
You think if I publish my post ‘Doctor from Hell’, I can kena sue upside down or not ha?