Ever get blood drained out of your heart?
It is like being sucked off our life. The chills start from the heart and you feel your limbs turning cold. It has happened to me many times. And it happened again. I am terribly disappointed.
There are things that I cannot understand and will never find out. That’s what make it doubly sad. Life is never fair. But why is the not fair part always happen on the same person again and again? Just because the person can take it more than others,must the person shoulder that all the time?
This is getting tiring and I am really sick of it. It chokes the life out of a person and that feeling of chill won’t go away and will probably hang around for days. Whose fault is it when a person feel shortchanged? I guess no one is to be blamed except for the weaker side.
I deserve a thank you sometimes, you know? I must cut all these bullshits of being the forgiving, forgetting crap. Fuck!
I am sick of people asking me stupid questions.