I just notice that today has some nice numbers. Seventh of July, 2008.

When I was working, extension 7778 was my lucky number. In my Yahoo email address, it is lilianc78 and people thought I am born in 1978. *char dai, pan kiut* (pretends act cute)

I was born on the 7th.

Seven has always been my lucky number.

In Chinese numerology, the number seven and eight are both my lucky corners. Yayaya, I know how to calculate that lau-ee Lillian Too’s prescribed fengshui and all her mumbo-jumbo South-west and West corners. Just base on our birthdate and birth year, I can tell you which are the directions most suitable for you. In fact, I can even tell you which person is most compatible for you.

But too bad…..this Lilian too has retired. This Lilian too believes in Jesus Christ only. Amen!

Eh, if you are not allergic to Christians, can you please, please, please link my Christian Journey blog? The url is http://www.christian-journey.com. Please use Christian Journey or Faith blog or anything but 5xmom or my name. No obligation, please don’t feel you need to link. But if you are ok with it, it will help me because the blog is rather pathetic in terms of traffic. Right now, I am loving that blog more than this. I am more real there than here.

Anyway, today, I am going to do something that is totally out of my ordinary life. I have told a few trusted friends about it. One of them, such a darling, will even light a candle for me. To give me courage. Thank you, Lord for Auntie S. And for those who didn’t balk and say, “Lu u siao boh? Ciak pa boh soo choh ah?” (are you mad? eat full nothing to do?), I love you all for not doubting me.

It is a scary thing but I can do it. And hope it is just a stepping stone to something bigger. And thank you, ‘Jesus‘ for your guidance.

Help me, Lord!

Ok ok ok, forget all about what I wrote up there. Please do not comment on it.

But tell me if you believe in fengshui and tell me why would anyone spend so much to listen to Lillian Too or Joey Yap? I can personally tell you, fengshui works. Yes, it does. But it is not permanent. And when life screwed up, you only got yourself to blame. I know, I had been through that. It is too much of a burden in the end.

Of course, if you are a believer in destiny is in your own hands, I am not questioning that. We are free to believe what we want. It is just my personal opinion because I was/still am very good with fengshui and bazhi too.

But in the end, what do I get? From my eight pillars of life calculation, I know which parts of my life will see better days and which part will not. It is so true, it even came true. Now, I will just hide behind Jesus’s flowy robes and treat him as my jack. (you need to attend children’s mass to know which jack) Jesus will be the one-man, kick all solution for me.

*go run to hide behind Jesus’s robe before rabid fengshui fans cussed me, runs back and grab Bible and cross plus garlics and silver bullet for extra protection and hide again*