I was just flipping through the calendar for March and am so happy that there is a one-week school holidays sometime in the middle of March. That means two more weeks of sending son, picking son and I get a one week break.
Meantime, I spend my days playing Farmville, sweating in the kitchen and writing some paid posts. Life is so boring. I am getting tired of normal, political news. I want to shoot videos with lots of drama, tears, fights, shouting and maybe some throwing water bottles or FRU. Dead bodies are good too. CM, you hear me? Please visit more interesting places instead of boring heritage buildings or handing over cheques. (P/S – Independent video journalist like me only get press schedules from CM and DAP hence, my scope is very limited. Sometimes, the nice videographers from the TV stations gave me some leads too but I am too chicken to go along. You know lah, I am the auntie.)
Haih….all these boring stuffs suck the creativity out of me. I need adrenaline rush. I need to be in touch with the heart. The feel. I need to do something that either makes me want to cry, slap people or kick them in the groin. I cannot do mundane things. I get restless.
I get some paid posts to write and I had crapped so much rubbish, even I make my own hairs stand on ends. Of course, I do that on my unseen, unknown, subsidiary blogs so no one get to see how lame my posts are.
Sigh….it is Lent. I am on vegetarian fasting. I think it is kinda ‘batal puasa’ to keep whining about eating vegetarian foods. St. Peter probably wants to strangle self to hear yet another rant from me. But it is that sickening. Because I have to cook normal foods. And if I also cook my own dishes, I have to make like 5 dishes each day. So, I ate all the vege, tofu, eggs and they are killing me. Boring, tasteless stuffs. So, what I did today was to buy myself a packet of local cili padi. I added them to my rice with soya sauce.
Lilian, shaddap already. Your blog post is sooo boring!!!!!!