My thoughts ran faster than I can blog
Posted on July 22nd, 2010 by Lilian • Filed under: Life and rants
I have had a few bloggable topics but I have had too many bloggable topics, I couldn’t catch up. That’s why I haven’t been blogging because there are these huge, big load of things I want to say but they became so gigantic, I never find the time to say them.
What a perfect excuse for leaving this poor blog neglected for days, right?
Finally, I do not know where to begin. Do I start with saying it in the open that I am totally sick of the latest headlines? Or do I tell you how happy I am that through my own initiative, I have managed to convince a few editors of a few online media to use the videos I made?
Maybe I should brag a bit about that. A lot of people hate this part of me, the bragging part. But who cares…How many of them have guts and confidence like me to approach these movers and shakers of news to believe in what I give them. Of course, it is not my name attached there but nevertheless, the scissors is in my hand and at the end of the day, I still have the bear the brunt of it.
But it feels good when I somehow had contributed to tilt the scale to balance things out.
Like for example, the current headlines of one officer not performing and then, his top officer defending him and accuse the other party of being excessive. It is good he defends his officer because good bosses have to do so. However, better bosses must be seen to accept their subordinates shits and work to solve problems.
I wonder if he did he even pause to think of the amount of money that had been wasted in the tilting arch? Did he even think of his responsibility towards the nation, whereby every single state is also his responsibility, though we may be from different political divide.
I think my current job suits me well. I love the shits they flung all over. Though I may be engaged to one side, it doesn’t mean my mind is one-way track. I am not one of those who die-die feel I must believe only one side. That’s why I don’t get worked up. This way, I have the abilities to judge and make my own decisions.
To me, if you have faith in the ability of a person, you don’t have to bother much because you have trust they will know what to do. Unlike some who is so easily shaken, and get themselves foaming in the mouth when their leader gets criticism. They turn rabid, unable to talk coherently and always have that madman look on their faces like someone is going to stab them any time.
I see that a lot. Tensed up, silly people.
P/s: Hmmm..I like this sort of style. Writing incoherently so that people get all worked up reading in between the lines.