Just a note to self
Posted on April 24th, 2012 by Lilian • Filed under: Life and rants
My blog is seven years old, I think. It holds a lot of things. My ups and downs. My happy times and sad times.
Tonight, I am going to write something after a long break because I have made a decision.
What decision, no one has to know. But someday, who knows, another seven years from now, I can look back at the night I decided.
Of course, in my happy, perfect life, there are not much decisions to make.
First thing people will guess is – Oh…she has decided not to work anymore.
Or she has decided to change job.
Otherwise, there isn’t anything else. Oh wait, maybe she decided to jump faith.
I wish it is something easy like that.
I suppose I have made a lot of decisions in life. And I am rarely wrong. Even if I had made a wrong one, I stick with it because that’s the right thing to do.
In life, I guess we have to make our own decision. We cannot hang on by the edge and wait for things to happen. You either leap and hope to survive and end up in another plateau or die, knowing that you have chosen the path.
So, yes, tonight, I have decided. That’s it. No turning back.